A productive day…saw my first patients ALONE
This morning with Anita present I did two evaluations – one on a left total hip arthroplasty, one on a left total knee arthroplasty. Both patients were pleasant and cooperative and I think the evaluation went smoothly. Then I went to write up the evaluations and realized I had not asked them their pain levels or about the functional use of their arms, oopsies. So Anita and I went back to quickly ask just that, after I had written up the evaluations and my supervisor had double-checked them. I also did a few discharge summaries and showed her a few of my SOAP notes! Woot! The questions on clinical reasoning were interesting…I think it would be good for fieldwork supervisors/students to have a chat about the various types of reasoning and sometimes discuss what types of reasoning were used for a specific client, and why.
In the afternoon I saw one patient alone – a 15 minute ADL treatment where in all honesty I felt rather “otiose” OH MY GOSH MY CAT JUST SNEEZED ALL OVER ME THAT WAS DISGUSTING okay anyways OH HE IS DOING IT AGAIN okay but anyway, then it was time for an eval that had come in – on a very involved patient with about a thousand diagnoses – and I will admit I was like (but in more professional language) Yo Supervisor…I've really hit my max ability for the day to handle anything new and challenging…I would really like to not do this eval. Since it was not straight-forward and would take place in the ICU and also with a Level I student present (who is awesome btw), I was just like…this was my first day seeing patients alone…and I saw three of them…plus had my teacher watching for two…in other words, that I was slightly overwhelmed at the prospect of taking on another challenge of a complicated ICU eval with two people watching. My supervisor was actually VERY understanding and sweet about that. I think if I tried to beg off challenges regularly, she would not be thrilled and that would be inappropriate and unprofessional, but the occasional legitimate “I'm overwhelmed at the idea of a new challenge right now”, can be okay.
That last eval was a DOOZY – the ICU patient was an “unreliable historian” and SO involved – and it took the OT, two OT students, a PT, and a “Sara Plus” standing machine, to get her from her chair to the bed. Afterwards, the elevators wouldn't come and Cody (the OT student) and I tried two different elevators (because we had this standing machine) and they were all being crazy, so it took us at least 20 minutes just to get downstairs! And also, Cody got poop on his lab coat today! Yikes!
Ok back to seeing patients alone…It seems easy to watch the supervisor do it..then it's my turn and I'm just petrified of forgetting to do something that could be a safety risk or pain risk to the patient…like forgetting to put up the bed rail, or things like that. I'm also really scared of the nurses thinking I'm stupid. I struggled with a tray this morning (getting it pulled up) and I wish the nurse hadn't seen me! I had practiced with a tray, but not this particular type. The nurse helped. But I think nurses – even the awesome ones – are often a therapist's harshest critic – so I only want the nurses to see awesomeness!! Which so far I am not delivering! But it's only two days into Week 3, maybe awesomeness will come.
Overall I think I did well today…even when I'm very nervous I usually mostly look calm…and I think I talked slowly and loudly overall…and was more personable…
For the rest of the week I think my supervisor is mostly going to have Cody, and I'm going to be with the COTA who is great…so I'll be doing treatments…I'm not horribly nervous, but I have several big things to get done this week including getting student health insurance – which looks like it will be costing $573 dollars just for two months?!!! Plus need to get some important prescriptions filled, and a few other things that require phone calls and such, plus getting my twin sister's birthday present together, so I'm like augh! When do I do this?! Tommorrow with any luck we will get off somewhat early so I guess I can make my phone calls and send off my sister's present then.